I SET THIS PAGE WITH INTENTION TO SHARE UP SOME PERSONAL EXPERIENCES AND WHAT I HAVE READ BEFORE. SOME MIGHT ACCEPT WITH OPEN HEART AND SOME MIGHT NOT. DON'T FEEL THAT WHAT I SAY HERE IS AN ORDER BUT TREAT IT JUST LIKE SIMPLE ADVICE. ITS UP TO ANY PERSON WHO WANT TO FOLLOW.
THIS IS HOW IT START. I WAS NOT A BUDDHIST FROM THE BEGINNING. WHEN I WAS A CHILD, I ALWAYS WONDER WHY THIS HAPPEN AND WHY THAT HAPPEN. WHY BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO ME AND WHY GOOD THINGS HAPPEN TO ME. I WONDER WHY OTHERS ARE BETTER THAN ME AND MORE FORTUNATE THAN ME. WHY THERE IS SOMEONE THAT IS LESS FORTUNATE THAN ME? WHAT IS THE REASON BEHIND ALL THIS? I START TO KNOW BUDDHISM AROUND AGE 16.AT THAT TIME, I BEGIN TO UNDERSTAND WHAT IS BEHIND ALL THIS. MOST MY QUESTION ARE ANSWERED. WHEN I SAY THAT, MY FRIEND WILL ASK ME, WHAT HAVE YOU UNDERSTAND? MY ANSWER IS, IT CAN'T BE EXPLAIN. MY EXPLANATION IS USELESS BECAUSE I NOW THEY WON'T ACCEPT WHAT I SAY.
THEN I BEGIN TO READ MORE ON BUDDHISM, WITHOUT I REALIZE, I THINK I ALREADY FALL IN LOVE WITH BUDDHISM. MORE AND MORE QUESTION POP UP WAIT TO BE ANSWER. DUE TO CERTAIN DIFFICULTIES/HINDRANCES, I CAN ONLY KNOW BUDDHISM FROM THE BOOKS I HAVE READ. ONE DAY, SUDDENLY WITHOUT I REALIZE, I MANAGE TO ADVICE ONE OF MY FRIEND WHICH IS FACING A PROBLEM THAT BOTHER HIM FOR QUITE A LONG TIME. FROM THERE I START TO GIVE ADVICE AMONG MY FRIEND WHO NEED IT. NOT ALL SUCCEED. I DID FACE SOME FAILURE IN ADVISING OTHERS. 'WHY PEOPLE KEEP REPEATING THE SAME MISTAKE BY DOING INAPPROPRIATE THINGS/EVIL DEED?' THIS IS BECAUSE THOSE WHO COMMIT EVIL DEED THINK THAT WHAT ARE THEY DOING IS ACTUALLY CORRECT. I CAN SAY THAT I ACTUALLY FOUND BUDDHISM IS A GREAT RELIGION FOR ME TO OVERCOME MY WEAKNESSES. "EHI PASSIKO-DON'T JUST BELIEVE, COME AND SEE", "SABBADANAM DHAMMADANAM JINATI-THE GIFT OF TRUTH(DHAMMA) EXCELS ALL OTHER GIFT", ARE SOME OF BUDDHIST QUOTE THAT I LIKE TO KEEP IN MY HEART.( TO BE CONTINUE......)